*Editors Note:

This article was taken from a blog post that UncoverDC business manager Gigi Bowman wrote in the wake of the Parkland school shooting. It is as poignant today as it was then. When I met Gigi almost two decades ago, this was one of the issues that shaped my early activism. Throughout the years, Gigi has demonstrated immense strength and courage, dedicating her life to educating about the harms of prescription SSRI medication and big pharma in general. It is both of our hopes that recent events have caused more people to open their eyes so that no longer is Gigi or any other parent and child that have suffered as a result of this industry yelling into an abyss. 

Although we do not yet know whether the shooter involved in Texas was on any prescription medication, we do know that it is all too common in situations like these. We chose to publish this column today to spark a much-needed conversation. Pray for the families who have been victims of this and so many other tragedies. Not because of a weapon, but because we have a very serious societal problem. It has little to do with guns and everything to do with corruption and the pharmaceutical industry.

I now present this heartbreaking column. For more about Gigi’s story, see an interview I conducted with her a few years ago.

Warmly,

Tracy Beanz

Editor in Chief, UncoverDC

A few weeks back, I tried to explain to Andrew Pollack in a tweet that we both had dead daughters for the same reason… but he deleted his tweet after telling me he was sorry for my loss. He deleted his tweet…

Well, here it is, the anniversary of Parkland, and I finally just found out, in a blurb in an article from a year ago on CBSMiami.com, what may have actually happened at Parkland. Although it is not what has been focused on, I know that it is the key to what happened… Let me explain.

We never hear about it, it’s never talked about, it’s never the focus after a school shooting or mass murder, but from my years of experience, research, and knowing people who have based their lives around trying to get the word out like Ann Blake-Tracy with her website drugawareness.org and her books and papers and countless interviews; or Kevin P. Miller who made the films “Generation RX” and “Letters from Generation RX” which he hoped would awaken the public to what was happening all around us; and Tim Alexander who is working on a new film “Legal Death — In Drugs We Trust.” The key, in this small blurb of an article, is that yes, Andrew Pollack, my daughter, and your daughter died for the same reason, and that factor was…medication. The only difference is your daughter didn’t ingest it, and my daughter did. Your daughter died from someone on medication, and my daughter walked out onto a roof and hung herself from a tree. The only solace I have is that my daughter didn’t take anyone down with her, but your daughter died at the hands of a boy who, according to his now-deceased mother, “was found cutting his arms and posting about it on Snapchat.” And “his behavior was a result of a breakup with a girl she said was cheating on Cruz [him].”

Valentine’s Day.

Medication. Let me say that again… medication. It’s handed out these days like candy to our children with our permission. It’s the problem solver. The Band-Aid. The relief. I’m not a doctor nor a psychiatrist; I’m just a mother who lost a child to medication because some time ago, my daughter was depressed, and I trusted doctors when they told me that because she was cutting herself, she needed medication. Within nine months, she was gone… unfortunately, it took the loss of my daughter to wake me up. I have made it my mission to at least help wake up other parents so they don’t suffer the same pain… only here it is 15 years later. They are still handing out SSRI medication like candy, and sadly enough, the same drug that killed her, which was never approved for children under 18, is still given out today to children under 18. Nothing has changed. Did my daughter die in vain? And since then, we have had countless schools shot up and countless suicides and countless devastation because of… medication. This newest article about the Parkland massacre finally mentions that Cruz was on three different medications as if it’s of little significance.

Cruz was heavily medicated when he transferred into Stoneman Douglas. Doctors had prescribed him Focalin, Clonidine, and Risperidone for attention deficit-hyperactivity disorder and irritability associated with autism. The medications can increase aggression.

Valentine’s Day.

Do you remember when you were a teenager? Love was the greatest of feelings and the worst. It brought you the greatest joy and the worst pain. Broken hearts were always the thing I worried about most for my children. As an emotional being, I suffered through broken hearts in my teens that hurt so badly that I wanted to die at times. I was date raped at 15 (there was no such thing as the term “date rape” at that time). I wanted to scream out at the world, so I cut the top of one of my arms with a razor blade and then found myself wearing a long sleeve shirt for a long period of time to cover it up because I was embarrassed when my peers saw it and made fun of me. I did it because I was hurting and didn’t know how to tell anyone how bad it felt, especially not my mother, who I thought would be mad at me… mad at me.! Well, she saw the cuts, and she immediately sent me to a psychologist who talked to me weekly for a few months after which the psychologist called my mother and said I would be OK. I was a hard teen. I was an only child, and I lived in a neighborhood where all the kids were older than me by a year or two, but from 12 to 15, it’s never good to have friends who are older than you by a year or two because you grow up way too fast. I had no brothers or sisters, so my friends were my world… but even your friends can’t be really there for you when you are hurting from date rape. So I cut myself. And a psychologist talked to me… talked to me. I say this because today, your psychologist talks to the psychiatrist they are affiliated with, and instead of communicating with you, you’re given a prescription for… medication.

It’s the Medication

Over and over again, this is what I hear from parents… “my child was having a hard time, so the doctor put them on… medication.” Fifteen years after my daughter’s death, I’m still seeing kids getting little blue pills placed on their tongues by their mothers and fathers… I recently talked to one mother whose 16-year-old daughter was on two different SSRI medications and wanted to kill herself. She had also recently started taking birth control pills as well — do we really believe that these drugs were ever tested together and that they may not have a reaction in a 16-year-old??

So maybe your child says they’re depressed and not doing well in school and not talking to you when really, perhaps, it’s just a broken heart or bullying, or maybe, just maybe, they’re not getting any sunlight or minerals in their food, or they’re living on chicken nuggets filled with antibiotics or some other toxins like red dye #5, and your child is really chemically overloaded or imbalanced due to what’s going in their body, or maybe they have a broken heart, and they are in pain, and they are on medication, and they don’t have a lot of friends, and their mother died, and they are “in the system,” and no one cares or they have no one that can really talk to them about how they feel… and then Valentine’s Day comes.

We see legislators jump on these “events” and immediately blame the guns for the deaths of the children in the schools that have had shootings….. but it’s not the guns; it’s the medication. I know that because Dr. Ann Blake Tracy, who has done years of research, can tell you that most school shootings were done by a child on medication. But it’s NEVER EVER TALKED ABOUT in the media or by our legislators…. Well, one good reason could be that the media does all the talking, and it’s the place where we get the information, but according to Robert Kennedy Jr., the media gets 5.4 billion dollars each year from big pharma! Then, if you want to know how much money our legislators get from big pharma, it’s not that hard by going to Opensecrets.org. When you do, maybe you will finally understand why we never hear about mass shootings and school shootings and teen suicide from the perspective of the children being medicated because “mental health” supports our media and our legislators, and if they talk against it, who is going to pay the bills?

The pharmaceutical industry is so powerful, they give $5.4 billion a year to the media. They’ve gotten rid of the lawyers, so there is no legal interest in those cases. They have really been able to control the debate and silence people like me. “~Robert F. Kennedy Jr.

More mental health is needed” is what Andrew Pollack and Donald Trump have said in so many ways after Parkland but what if more mental health just means more drugging of our children, and it becomes a circle game?

What we need in this country is more nutrition health and more parent/child communication about things like broken hearts. More faith and more belief that we can get past our pain without being drugged or medicated. If mental health means strengthening our inner fears and growing as a human to get past our pain and putting our energies into other things like the arts or education or empathy and love for our fellow man instead of believing that a pill can solve our problems, then I will certainly stand by this sort of mental health. But if it means standing in line at your local drug cartel to fill a prescription to keep your child from hurting or not eating or lashing out or getting bullied or having a broken heart… I will not stand by and watch.

There is a lot we need to look into that should take precedent over what we are trying to do to solve the problem. Disarming Americans and infringing on the 2nd Amendment is not one of them. We will not solve the problem, as I previously stated, by medicating our children. We can solve the problem by not ignoring the other factors that might contribute to our children’s mental health, like being able to deal with life’s ups and downs which resides in the area of better parenting but also looking into the toxins in our food and in our water due to the chemicals being sprayed in and out of the home and especially those used to cultivate our food sources, etc. We can take our children to a nutritionist. Make sure they are getting exercise and are outdoors getting sunlight and vitamins and minerals. We really do need to do better. We need to stop the circle game. And we need to stop letting media, mega-corporations, and the legislators who are paid money by these entities be the ones to solve our problems. It’s up to us.

This Valentine’s Day, talk to the ones you love. Ask them how they are. Give them your ear and your heart. It’s more important than anything you can possibly do for your family and your fellow man.